we think our love will always expand
we keep believing about our loyalty
we promise to it even just a friend
when we need to accept our destiny
slowly fade when we meet a new one
hard to know we cannot be together
we be a stranger then.
It’s a lie when a lover will only can stay as friend after their significant meet a new one because feelings is something can’t be confirm so they end up by forgetting each other for awhile.
Went to the place where we’ve been create a memories with
It’s really feel like you were there
But it was just only your shadow that still running around in mind.
“Might be someone we love now will be somebody we hate the most in the future.” – falyssum
It’s been so much time we had spent together…
You bought me whatever I want.
And we promise to stay forever even we know we just meant to be friend then.
We didn’t lie about feelings because we know we love each other since at our first sight
We act like a couple and bestfriend instead.
But when I get sad… You left and said I just need more rest even I only want you to calm me..
but you don’t.?!
When I ask you to make me happy and you just reply you don’t know how?!
Maybe I’ve been hurt so much until I can’t even feel it has broke me.
It’s hard for me to leave you but I’ve to.
I don’t want to burden you all the time because I just want an attention when I feel down rather than any stuff or gift you gave.
But you never care my feelings so I’d try slowly to stop loving you more than I should by distance myself from you.
And we end our relationship without a proper goodbye 💔
What the future will bring to us?
What will happen to the world?
And to the person we are close to?
How to believe everything will still in the same even any few things now is slowly change through a times and day without us realizing?
And how about it will be a big changer soon?
A lack of healthy slowly kill our life,
Lose somebody we love,
Economy’s problem etc…
Have we think about it?
Is it we will get ready to through it?
So what are the things are you really afraid of beside than a future?
We know there never perfect.
But we still want a perfection.
Through every daily life and wish to be happy.
But in every happiness always end by a sadness.
Nothing to be regrets nor hates.
But just appreciates that.
I hate my life…
But I love myself.
Life has put me on position that I can’t actually bear…
But myself still convince that I can through all of that.