Reminiscing.

Went to the place where we’ve been create a memories with

It’s really feel like you were there

But it was just only your shadow that still running around in mind.

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Nervousness.

I wish our feelings will slowly gone..

But that’s not mean I hate you,

Then because I know we will no longer stay forever. 

And now we seems like never meet before

I know you’re happy now with someone’s new. 

She did her best to win in your heart since at your first confession. 

You didn’t took a long time to know her…

Because you believe she was the best girl in the rest of your life. 

And now you are already just to move one step to be forever. 

I am happy you meet the right person after me. 

Even I’m sad I can’t be with someone I love…

But there is something broke me more inside than you leave… 

It was when you seems like doesn’t realized my existence in your life. 

You can forget all of memory about us and even me but please don’t trash me like I never did the same she was..  

Yes ! She more beautiful, polite and caring than me… 

But are you forget that am I who support you whenever you are ? 

I never care about expectation people on me when I was with you ! 

But now, I’m nothing to you even friend ?.! 

The truth about love.

We said we a friend through a speak,

But the heart lie about what we feel.

We said we would never leave each other…

But when we get jealous we said we need to stay away but then we coax like a couple. 

The things I’m scared to through is losing you when we have a special relationship. 

But you still keep your promise that we still together even when we are not getting married by each other. 

A prayer make our friendship stay even sometimes it has going to broke

Every ‘Hye’ always end with a ‘Goodbye’…

But I hope it will never happen except a death. 



A gift…

There is a billion people but I’d choose you.

There was so many feelings but I choose the risk one. 

A time met us to start a new chapter of life. 

But I’m scared to read even the introduction. 

You convince me to be strong to through it. 

If there is no rain there is no rainbow. 

And that was same in our life. 

Start from the middle chapter I’m glad for knowing you.

You’re just like the bright in the dark.

Yet you’re different than other guy out there. 

And you’ve the key to open my heart after so long had been close.

I love you more than I can do. 

And if by losing me can make you happy I will. 


Heart was broke..

That was so many times we try to make our relationship stay 

I admit that I can’t live without you 

I can’t live without having your attention 

But I still wait if you ever done to care about me…

To find me when I’m not with you when the time we use to spend

But you seems like never care at all…

You just letting it go like I’m nothing to you

So why should I keep waiting for something that will never exist ?

My heart really can’t bear what was happen to my life

But I still lie it and say…

 ‘Dear heart, everything will be okay someday and you’ll find the good one to take care of your feelings’ 

Then the heart give a signal to my mind that bring my eyes to tear 

I’d crying enough and wonder… 

Is it a sadness because of someone doesn’t care about me or happiness to let go someone who will regrets by losing me? 

I love you but I want to leave you.

Since 8 months our relationship,
There was so many things happen to us.

But we never take it serious by leaving each other.

We know how to deal with something that make our relationship going to down…

And we pretend to stay.

That was so lucky for having a guy like you… 

I love you more than any words to say.

Until one day I’m realized that you’re not even mine… 

I’m sad….. But never to crying.

Face didn’t show my real feelings but the heart have tell everything. 

Just won’t let everybody hear me weeping but I’m still hearing my heart have broken to the pieces that can’t be fix again.

The scars without having a cure. 

Lately then, I’m decide to leave you

It’s hard but I’ve to…

And now, let the times show the truth about us.